Worry

I'm gonna freestyle a poem from a quote I just read that I've heard numerous times.

Why worry?

Maybe because the bills won't be paid

Maybe because things can slip my mind if I don't and fall into an ABYSS and since the abyss as I understand is a never ending type of hole which means to me that my thoughts can be slipping into infinity and at some point will come back to me,

Too late.

I worry about that.

Worry, maybe just maybe could very  possibly in some very small/minut way help me.

Why worry?

Why not worry?

Who knows what outcomes could be?

Who knows what will actually happen?

I mean, what will happen if I don't worry, if no-one ever worries again?

Isn't worry care?

I'm worried I have a warped definition of what care really means.

I'm okay, don't worry about me.

Care about me, believe in me, encourage me, 

love me for me whether I'm a prisoner of worry or spirit you see free.

I'm not worried about any of it,

I say, 

be free to worry,

Be free to be worry free.

Why worry?

Because if I didn't I may not be me.

-Warner Bailey 3.31.2018

"One day you'll look back and realize that
you worried too much about things that don't really matter."

My Laughter is Gone again Today

I've been smiling a lot lately but not today and my laughter is gone.

I'm so tired of breakups. 

Life and all of its beauty is nice but not nice enough to deal with the pain All alone.

My favorite part was being a Mother, Something I was actually dead set against being. The funny part is that when I was pregnant for the 1st time I used to worry that he could be taken from me because I had no idea how to be a Mother but after we got home and as the years past I realized there was no way they could take him or her and as a matter of fact I realized that I probably couldn't even give them away if I tried because I was doing such a great job. 

Then the most disturbing thing happened with no explanation.

I told my children that I would not promise them anything because a promise should never be broken and since we never know what may happen next in life I wasn't able to know for sure if I could keep a promise. Then I made 1 and only 1 promise; that if we were together and someone tried to kidnap them I would rather die where I stand than to let them be taken and if I get killed in the middle of saving them from being stolen that they were to run like hell and not stop until they were safe. I never could imagine that the government with their Gestapo gun carrying bullys (police) would steal my children and crush our souls and never even give a reason for it. 

My favorite part of life was being a Mother and my children's favorite part was being my child. My pain will never be relieved. Theirs may be minimal or not. I'll never know and I can't protect them. There's nothing that can be done. Anyway, that was my favorite.

Life Sucks and is so Beautiful.          -Warner Bailey

Being Happy

Being Happy is being Me because peace and joy is within me, not on top of a mountain top… Unless I’m there.                  

-Warner Bailey

What is Happiness for you?

Collaboration Poem by Me, Warner Bailey & YG Baba

You need to talk about all the

times you weren’t allowed to

This time talk about it with me .

I am a soldier for you to address your dreams.

Chosen for you,

You chosen for me.

I will guide you while you're blind until you can see.

I will love you unconditionally.

I willlove you until you love you.

I will always love you.

You don't have to love me.

-Warner Bailey

    

#YourQuoteAndMine

The Blue Dress - A short story by Me

"You remind me of me", she said every time
I wore The Blue Dress.
Looking back on it, her's was a yellow Dress.
It was a feeling she got when she wore her
yellow Dress. That feeling made her heels
Drop in a certain way which changed the
bop in her walk. The city lights Danced on
her body and complemented the yellow
tones in her skin She smiled more when she
wore that Dress and in turn, every stranger
passerby smiled at her when she wore her
yellow Dress.
In fact, looking back, it wasn't a yellow Dress
at all, it was a pair of Dungarees she bought
at a thrift shop long ago.
" You remind me of me", she said every time
I wore The Blue Dress. It was a feeling.
- Warner Bailey
 

6 Ways to Remove a Sticker from Glass

Method 2 Using Baking Soda
Soak the glass object and sticker in hot soapy water. …
Remove the sticker. …
Mix together equal amounts of baking soda and cooking oil. …
Protect nearby surfaces you don’t want to be cleaned or damaged. …
Rub the baking soda and oil paste on the glass surface. …
Wipe away the paste.
6 Ways to Remove a Sticker from Glass

FEATURED: This is you Healing

I stumbled upon this article today after reading a very disturbing piece about a man who found out that there was another man secretly living in the ceiling of his apartment for months and taking very detailed notes about his comings and goings, his cats, and other personal things. You can read about that story here or if you follow me on Pinterest I have it saved under "SERIOUSLY, WTF".

So after reading that super creepy story I scrolled down and this title caught my eye and peaked my interest so I'm sharing it with you today as part of my FEATURED category where I randomly feature someone elses work whether I know them or not. Just simply because for ine reason or another I found them to be nite worthy at the time. Enjoy!

This Is You Healing
By Dishika Trivedi, March 17th 2018
There are going to be days where you wake up with a heavy chest but all you feel is the void getting deeper within you. That’s completely okay.
This is you healing.
Feeling and acknowledging what is happening around you.
Healing isn’t a ten pointer list of moving on when you hit the rock bottom, nor is it about undoing the past. It is not about deleting parts of you filled with them. It has never been about erasing the memories.
It’s about making peace with your pain. It is realizing that in this world of superficiality, where most of us are on a constant quest to keep ourselves numb from pain and life, you dove in deeper. You’ve been exceptionally strong to do that. You had something real, something beautiful which made your heart sing. Somebody mattered to you and probably you mattered to them too. You earned experiences and lessons that would last a lifetime, just right to serve you a wonderful
platter of memories to look back and smile on.
Healing is loosening the strings of control and embracing impermanence as much as you’d embrace certainty. It’s more about working towards a better you with this new wave of clarity than pricking yourself apart bits by bits trying to make sense of what went wrong.
Healing is looking within yourself, cleaning up the scars and the bruises but beware, never go for a band-aid fix; for healing is a process in itself. It is a constant process which exposes a part of you that you had never been in touch before, the parts which continue to glow even with their brokenness.
It’s about marveling your thought process. Acknowledging where and how the negativity sweeps in and making a conscious effort to replace it with wholesome positivity. It is about allowing yourself the freedom of time and space that you need to be at peace with the turmoil stirring inside.
Healing is giving life the permission to express itself in a thousand different colors of possibilities while you absorb in the most you can, savoring the creation of the masterpiece that you are.

FEATURED

"We are taught as daughters to stay quiet and not make a scene. I had to learn to be loud, rough, and mean. I don't want girls to go through what I have since 16." 

-Thank you for this post Kristal Kay Schlichting-Fees on Facebook!

Once again right on time during a conversation about this exactly. Not sure if this is your original quote or something you felt needed to be repeated either way, please keep being you and letting your soul be free with expression.

"Life Sucks and is so Beautiful." -Warner Bailey 

Today's Doodle? Guillermo Haro

Today, Doodle is honoring astronomer Guillermo Haro and his 105th birthday. He was born on March 21, 1913 and died on April 26, 1988, after a long and successful career in astronomy. He married a famous journalist and made numerous discoveries in science that led to a galaxy and an observatory being named after him. 

Guillermo Haro Barraza Started Out Studying Philosophy Before He Discovered Astronomy 

Haro was born in Mexico in 1913 to Haro and Leonor Barraza. He grew up during the Mexican revolution. Interestingly, he didn’t get his education in astronomy, he actually studied philosophy at the National Autonomous University of Mexico and intended to have a law career. In 1943, he was hired as an assistant to Luis Enrique Erro at the Observatorio Astrofiscio de Tonantzintla. This is where his love of astronomy began. He worked at the Harvard College Observatory from 1943 to 1944 and returned to Mexico in 1945. In 1947, he began working for the Observatorio de Tacubaya of the UNAM. 

He Made Numerous Contributions & Discoveries in Astronomy. 

Haro made numerous scientific contributions, including discovering the Herbig-Haro objects. These are small, bright nebula that form near regions where stars recently formed. They are created when fast-moving jets of material from new stars collide with a type of interstellar medium. This creates shock waves that ionize gas. An emission line of electrons and ions forms as the gas cools, creating the Herbig-Haro objects. These were discovered simultaneously and independently by George Herbig. 

Haro also discovered flare stars in the Orion constellation, and in stellar aggregates of different ages. Haro also listed 8,746 blue stars in the direction of the north galactic pole, 50 of which turned out to be quasars (which actually had not been discovered yet.) In 1956 he listed 44 blue galaxies, and discovered T Tauri stars, a supernova, more than 10 novae, and a comet. 

Because of his discoveries, Haro was the first Mexican (and the first person from a developing country) elected to the Royal Astronomical Society. He received this honor in 1959. 

A Galaxy & an Observatory Are Named After Him. 

Haro first included the galaxy Haro 11in a study he published in 1956 that listed blue galaxies. It’s a small starbust galaxy that has “super star clusters” within it. It’s one of only nine galaxies in the local universe known to emit Lyman Continuum photons. 

The Guillermo Haro Observatory in Sonora is named after Haro. It’s owned and operated by the National Institute of Astrophysics, Optics, and Electronics. The telescope began operating in 1992. Its purposes including making atmospheric extinction measurements and monitoring light pollution.

His Son Made a Documentary About Him. 

Haro had three children: Emmanuel (born in 1955), Felipe (born in 1968), and Paula (born in 1970). Felipe Haro Poniatowski is a filmmaker who made a documentary about his dad that explored Haro’s life and interviewed people who were close to him. The documentary was produced by TV UNAM and Puebla TV. Emmanuel is a professor in the Department of Physics at a university in Mexico. 

FOR THE FULL ARTICLE THIS INFO CAME FROM PLEASE VISIT 

https://www.google.com/amp/s/heavy.com/news/2018/03/guillermo-haro-barraza-105th-birthday-google-doodle-astronomer/amp/

Jill

So I'm back again. When my podcast archives launch you'll get the scoop on whats been going on with me WARNER BAILEY.

Anywho, this post is the newest theme of how I'll be jotting the weird, twisted,  slap stickish, wtf type shit that goes on.

The title of this post is JILL because we were just talking about the name Jill and it was brought to my attention that Jill is one of those names ya don't hear much anymore.

Side note: I knew a chick named Esther who is the same age as me. Remember, I'm 30 something, and as a 17, 18, 20 year old that name has already been super outdated. Esther, Edith, Gertrude, Clementine (although something in me thinks that's still a popular name in places like England or something. (Stupid American ignorant thoughts.)

So we go to sleep last night and wole up around 4am and had some good and about 6 different conversations but my favorite was the Jill convo.
We got to rippin on Jill like there was no tomorrow!
For example: (I actually just made this one up right now) "Shut up Jill with your braces!" or "Love your L.A. Gears Jill." or "I think ya missed a spot of Aqua Net Jill." or "Think you teased that hair enough Jill?" or "Nice Pastels." (He said that one. And as I was dying laughing I got mad that he didn't say "Jill" at the end. His reply, "I think we already established that, we dont need knock it over the head with the name."... I'm all "Hell yes we do! that's what makes it so hilarious! We gotta say Jill!"
Oh Jill, poor Jill. "Ya might wanna scrunch those socks a bit more Jill."
"Awesome shoulder pads Jill." "Take a Jill pull." (I'm not a fan of that one but it flows with the point of the days of Jill's.
I could see the book now, "An Autobiography of the life and times of Jill, 1982-1998"
I think there's still a lot of Jills our there and Jills to come but I truly enjoyed the Jill discussion and Jill digs.
If your name is Jill and youre reading this, I'd love to hear what year you were born in. Odds are, Jill is now a 30 something/40 year old ad agent, if advertising agents even exist anymore. Lol, of course they do, but thats a topic for another time.

So Jill, slap on those acid washed jeans, get that scrunchie for your hair, and read this blog, I wish I could see your face when the AOL login page doesn't connect with that dial up fax machine sound and there's no loading bar at the bottom of your screen. The Velcro on your hightop Reeboks are probably closed too tight and your paisley button up shirt may seem comfty to you but we can no longer be friends when we're watching t.v. and at the commercial you get up to turn the channel. If I hear you call a lean cuasine a t.v. dinner or you speak of David Hastelhoff as a Hunk I'm going to be forced to unfriend you.
But I have one request for you millineals or whatever this next generation is called, do me a favor and bring back some of the "old school" names like Trish or Dunkin or even Brad and Amy so that a weirdo like me can joke at 3am about how we can turn Danny into Manny and say something like "Stop crying and be a Manny Danny!"

That's it for now. Peace in the middle East and We are the world.

"Life Sucks and is so Beautiful."
- Warner Bailey
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