I'm so tired of breakups.
Life and all of its beauty is nice but not nice enough to deal with the pain All alone.
My favorite part was being a Mother, Something I was actually dead set against being. The funny part is that when I was pregnant for the 1st time I used to worry that he could be taken from me because I had no idea how to be a Mother but after we got home and as the years past I realized there was no way they could take him or her and as a matter of fact I realized that I probably couldn't even give them away if I tried because I was doing such a great job.
Then the most disturbing thing happened with no explanation.
I told my children that I would not promise them anything because a promise should never be broken and since we never know what may happen next in life I wasn't able to know for sure if I could keep a promise. Then I made 1 and only 1 promise; that if we were together and someone tried to kidnap them I would rather die where I stand than to let them be taken and if I get killed in the middle of saving them from being stolen that they were to run like hell and not stop until they were safe. I never could imagine that the government with their Gestapo gun carrying bullys (police) would steal my children and crush our souls and never even give a reason for it.
My favorite part of life was being a Mother and my children's favorite part was being my child. My pain will never be relieved. Theirs may be minimal or not. I'll never know and I can't protect them. There's nothing that can be done. Anyway, that was my favorite.
Life Sucks and is so Beautiful. -Warner Bailey
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